My fault again?

Frustrating...

Why is it my fault again?

I love my family... 

but why doesn't my family understand me?

I tried my best to be patient, but there is a limit to how much i can endure.

I have changed? Have I? I treat the elder son better? I'm more patient? 

I don't know...

i'm feel so frustrating...

looking at the computer, is my fault...

playing basketball, is my fault...

building Lego, is my fault...

WTF...FML

For you... One In A Million

Baby you're so one in a million

You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Tired...

So long never blog already...

just plain lazy to log in and type out things...

Baby Dwayne is going to be 11 month old soon...

He's so cute... Love to spend more time with him...

That being said, i'm so tired as well...

Sometimes I wonder, what will happen when he grows older...

will I become a lonely old man like my Father? Will I one day find myself totally not know what to do with life?

Very sad thoughts...